and I'm home alone with white light swimming in through the windows quiet

and I feel at peace, and the sound of the heater just clicked on and it clicks off in 120 seconds

and I'm sitting in my chair and the cold fabric of the seat is against the skin on my back and it's slowly getting warmer

and I'm thinking about how lucky I am to be so full of molasses (the good kind)

and everything is swimming around really slowly

the thoughts, the warmth, the smell of the coffee


i'm so lucky