But this world of music is me and it brings back a lot of forgotten memories
Pedestrian - Circadian Rhythms
The russian forums
the Ninja tunes
the love for the dark UK garage fog
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I rediscovered my love for electronic music tonight.
Pull
6 miles today underneath the round cloudless sky. The sun was bright and young. My sweat vaporized at first contact with the light wiping breeze. I felt cleaned today. Cleaned inside-out. Fresh blood, the minute stagger in my step. Shoulders hung loose. I let go of the backpack straps today. I let my hands flow freely. I could feel the air.
I walked down a street of old auto-shops.
I finished Serial Season Two.
I knocked out a This American Life.
I matched my shadow today, dressed in black.
sitting in the back of my sisters car right now looking out the window on the right hand side. Whispering ocean roar of thousands of car tires commuting home in droves. It is the hum of rubber on asphalt en masse. Those blue photos, it's the same blue right now but -50 saturation -25 brightness. misty creamy dark olive blue. it's tangible. I can taste it from behind this cold glass. It tastes of licorice sea. Dark streaks of light smeared across the windshield. Avril Lavigne just came into the radio. What is life
sitting in the back of my sisters car right now looking out the window on the right hand side. Whispering ocean roar of thousands of car tires commuting home in droves. It is the hum of rubber on asphalt en masse. Those blue photos, it's the same blue right now but -50 saturation -25 brightness. misty creamy dark olive blue. it's tangible. I can taste it from behind this cold glass. It tastes of licorice sea. Dark streaks of light smeared across the windshield. Avril Lavigne just came into the radio. What is life
sitting in the back of my sisters car right now looking out the window on the right hand side. Whispering ocean roar of thousands of car tires commuting home in droves. It is the hum of rubber on asphalt en masse. Those blue photos, it's the same blue right now but -50 saturation -25 brightness. misty creamy dark olive blue. it's tangible. I can taste it from behind this cold glass. It tastes of licorice sea. Dark streaks of light smeared across the windshield. Avril Lavigne just came into the radio. What is life
I ordered a "Snowy Plover"
Sparkling water, espresso, and a dollop of whipped cream.
It was amazing
One more of your chocolates to slow my day to a sweet stillness. I'm laying in my bed with a pillow on my head, it is like a larger variant of Mo/No/Ku/Ro Boo. This Sunday, I will go to the forest.
I walked outside into the pouring rain today without knowing it was raining this whole time. It cut my breath short. And I felt the patter on my hair. And I thought of you. 1000 miles away but touching me with the rain. The drops were heavy and light, like the day we held each other in the rain. The streets were silken smooth, I could see the moon and stars reflected in the black road. I'm holding your hand. I love you more.
I also watched videos of dog shows and saw this one dog that I'll have to find a picture of and show you coz it's so funny
I ate a giant prawn burrito and a mound of chips and had four different kinds of salsa. And I asked Greg if he wanted chips and he was like No I don't feel like chips right now. And in my head I screamed for you.
!!!!!!!!!!
I've got my nose three inches above the molten Mrs Meyers wax candle, was it basil or is this lemon. It's sad that I can't tell the difference. I pulled my sock out of the dryer today and it was covered in strands of white blonde hair. I smiled and then threw up and then smiled some more (hahaha)
